I'm a sister, a friend, a aunt, a daughter, and I'm His Girlfriend. Hate sleeping alone during a thunder storm &' Loves shopping

I'm not perfect. I'll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid stuff, and then take it back. But put that all aside, you'll never find a girl who's more down to earth than I am. I love being outdoors. Doesnt matter what the weather looks like I'm always doing something outside. Either fishing, walking, dancing in the rain, playing volleyball, sledding, or skiing. I just hate being inside the house all day. It's just not me. I'm a family person so everything I do involves my family. I put my family before anything else. If you disrespect one of my family members you disrespect me. I grew up with a family of five sisters and one brother with two loving parents. I never had an older brother to protect from all my heart breaks. I never had an older brother that would said " Break my sister's heart and i'll break your neck.." But i always looked up to my guy cousins and treat them like my own brother. When I was younger I've done things that all teenager would do. Hang out with friends, sneek out late at night, runaway, party, drinking & smoking. I would have failed in life if it wasn't for my parents. Who I thought was just there to yell at me. But when i got older I realize things, and see things from different points of view. So I changed my ways, my habits and became a better person. If it wasn't for my parents I wouldn't be where I'm at today. I probably wouldnt even finish high school. I want to be the best of the best. Not for others to judge me, but for a role model for my three little sisters. I know they look up to me, and I dont want to do anything that I know I wouldnt want them to do in the future. People use to judge me on the things I did in the past and until this day they still do. But I ignore them and their talks. I brush it off like it doesn't bother me and I dont let it bother me. But What i'm doing is for my Parents. I want them to be proud of me, because I know back then I disappointed them and made them lost faith and trust in me. Say I'm a fool but remember - everything just happens for a reason. I have never chose anyone over anyone.

Lets talk about life. Everyone got their own hard times in life and sometimes you just choose to take the hard path to get through it. In my shoes, the hardest part about life is love. Ever thought about giving up everything for someone who you think you'll be with forever? Well theres no such thing as forever thats my belief for a relationship unless if you two become soulmates. Everyone makes mistakes and yes you're suppose to feel stupid about it. I remember doing crazy shit for love. It was crazy. I really thought it was worth it but at the end I've lost everything for one guy and. turns out to be, it wasn't a forever for us. I've lost trust and respect from my family and lost my 2 good friends for him. Yeah its true - love makes you blind. I was so lost and confuse and hurt. I didnt know what to do. I told myself that I wouldnt find love anymore or wouldnt fall in love anymore because enough is enough. I just did my thang and had my fun, met guys and became a girl who could've been and would've been heartless ! Just until I met this guy around the corner. His name was Toua Lee. He means everything to me and he has been thru so much with me. Miracles don't happen. Life doesn't wait for you to be ready, and who's to say we will ever be prepared. But regardless of everything bad that comes into our lives, good things happen to even them out.

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